you've tried your luck
that was your fault
now you know it was a fraud
but it's too late
you felt
and now you fall
one step too much
one step through the night

it was a fraud
you scream
while you fall
into the dark
the border lies behind you
just one step
one step too much

it was a fraud
again and again
calm down and lay on the ground
think about it again
someone pushed you from behind
you stumbled
and fell
was it a he or a she?
was he tall or small?
who are your enemies?
who wants to harm you?
and why?
suddenly you remember what you've read
you are ill
but it can't be...
no, no, no...
it was your brain
it was your chemistry
it was you
your enemy is you
you pushed yourself off the cliff
you realize it while you fall
your chemistry...
I'm a self-destroying unit
not able to survive
tricking out myself
die

written by joxn
18. Aug 2024
16:29

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