am I the one you thought to know?
that's the question burning my heart with pain
I saw you long ago, but first you didn't react
now we are a couple and I don't know how to go on
do I fulfill your image of me?
do I have to fulfill your image of me?
am I the one you thought you loved?
when we are together I have to smile
cause I am happy when I can feel you
my past is a bit difficult, so to say
although I left it behind
I don't want to lose you
cause you are the one I love
or perhaps just the one I need
I fear my past though it has past it has power
some guys talk with you about my life
they seem to know the answers
but don't realize that no one asked them
you say you just laugh about such stories
yes, some are really funny
however I know how these things can change someone's mind
I fear the dusk of our fresh rising sun
seems to me that I'm a loser
I begin to act and fail with my performance
why can't I still be the guy you met
my mind is simply confused
and our phone calls are kinda silent
I know you are busy and I am too
but where are we?
I fear these rambling thoughts in my head
I just shoulda quit.
written by joxn
18. Aug 2024
16:29
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