driftage

you are close
yet I am so far away
I feel us drifting apart
my lies and acting
pushing us

I wish for you to understand
but
I wont even try to explain
I cant seem to find
the words

I must not be very significant
in your eyes
you mean so much to me
cant you see?
I guess you cant...

I dont know if your friendship is true
I feel as if you only stay around
out of pity...
no one likes me anyway...
so why should you?

you say you want me to be happy
but
I cant be happy...
I guess I have failed you
I'm nothing but a disappointment

I feel different now
changing every day
I feel sadness
I wish I could be naive
like I once was

I want you to come closer
I want you to back off
I'm so confused
and
you are drifting away

and now I sit
all alone
waiting for you
but you never come
so I retire to my lonliness

you wish for me to confess
I dont confess
in fear of judgement
of being cast aside
away from you...

we keep drifting
more and more
I cant fight
or help the situation
maybe I should surrender

I cant try anymore
I dont want to go on
without you...
you keep dragging away...
drifting...

written by spoondog



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