internal disintegration

I'm falling apart
from the inside
being eaten up
by fear
and scorn
fading
against the drab horizon
I cant cope
with the change
too much
too fast
its tearing me
to pieces
I want the hurting
to stop
I dont want
this pain anymore
I want to leave the past
behind
but
it wont go away
until it has
bevoured me whole

written by spoondog



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